Behind the Scenes
Panic
I wonder how long will the panic attacks and paranoia last once everything is as normal as it will get?
A tale of Sails update.
This one is going to be late a few days and I’m ok with that, it’s a doozy. Every time I’ve drawn a ship I try and get more accurate. Good lord tall ships have aloooooooooooot of ropes. I’ll continue this frame every regularly planned Sails work day and post progress.
Behind the scenes.
Wheel of Emotion.
Any given day seems to just be random choice on the overall theme. Some days are good, some are bad. When will it be normal again?
2 jobs and a crying kids do not leave alot of time for other things. Drawing ropes is one of them. I will say the difference is quality from day one to now is a stupid large change, but I may need to cut back to 3 days a week, but that leads to other problems. I don’t know anymore. Anger and spite lead me to want to complete this while at the same time not touch it at all anymore. There’s only like 4 left, why is this so hard to finish?
Whatever
So while my regular job has been furloughed which absolutely sucks, my second job is weirdly busy for what it is. Down side is the second job mostly ends up getting worked on during the weekend with the way client responses work out. I’m aware that tomorrow/today is monday but working 20 hours over saturday and sunday has thrown my brain for a loop. I have no concept of what day it is anymore beyond the corona virus lock down. I’m going to sleep.
Cutoff time
I have to give myself a cut off time, I’d rather not do late nights too often now. I won’t be drawing boats for a while after this, each boat frame is more detailed than the last as lessons are learned but it slows me down.
A diary entry
Altering sleeping arraignments have necessitated a schedule change. The following week may be spotty while dilly adapts to the new situation. Tonight she fought sleep until 9:30, always with the same dirty trick, asking for a hug because she’s sad. What a little jerk. Coronablues feeling heavy today.